Insanity

I feel like I'm going insane
My anger is throbbing in my brain
Each day it seems to get harder to get by
Sometimes I just want to cry
My life seems to be a double edge blade
The one everyone sees is a sharade
On the outside I'm as happy as can be
But inside the pain is only known to me
I lock away all my tears
Deep within I keep my fears
For the last few years I've been trapped inside
I feel like there is no one to whom I can confide
I feel like I'm going insane
Living a life of hidden pain
Locking it all in
Looking for that someone in which I can depend
Insanity is my state
Or at least it will be at this rate